Wednesday, January 20, 2016
So this is the Way Of Life… Finally facing myself…
The relief comes at finally facing myself. It’s indescribable what I start to feel like when I’m willing to start addressing myself. And the answers begin to come about why I do what I do, who I am when I am… It was intimidating, but at the same token it was relieving. It’s indescribable like: “That’s it! That’s what’s been doing me all my life! I’ve been doing myself! The whole time! It’s my mind… Its in me, it’s not you! I lived in this confusion and now you’ve answered and said, ‘It’s you!’”
And then I go, “Oh, hell. What the hell am I going to do about that? You’re telling me not to go to me? How do I not go to me? I’ve been going to me so long, and you’re telling me I’m the problem”… So now, I switch my problems. And now I got a real problem: I can’t go to me but at least it begins embarking on the solution. I’m starting to realize that there is a solution.
It doesn’t have to be this way. You don’t have to do this anymore, one day at a time.
Not only do you not have to do it anymore, but as you get on and move on in this life, you’re going to begin to do this because you want to. You’re going to realize that you don’t have to be bludgeoned and beaten into humility, that it could come from voluntarily reaching for it. And this will be the great turning point in your life, in your day, in the moment you’re in, when you try to do the right thing cause it feels right rather than doing the right thing because you have to. And that’s a great turning point. It happens in a moment, it happens in a day and it happens in this Way Of Life, where I’m starting to do this Way Of Life because what it’s producing is so good I wouldn’t want anything else.
I realize that when I do the right thing, right things happen. And when I do the wrong thing, wrong things happen.
I’m starting to learn math. I’m starting to learn what they meant by negative and negative and positive and positive, and what they produce. It’s pretty simple: debits/credits, man, it’s really simple. If you spend more than you make, you’re in debt. And that’s the same thing with a Way Of Life. If you try to perform where you’re not at, you’re going to get in a hole. If you just try to be where you’re at, which is to realize, “I don’t know who I am,” then there are people who can offer you the opportunity to find out who you are and why you do what you do so you can become what you’ve always wanted to be.
You can’t be something else other than what you are until you find out exactly who you are. That’s exactly what this Way Of Life is about.
Much love,
K.C.
To all those who attend our meeting, KC would like to extend an invitation to visit the meeting at it’s new location, Spirit of Studio 12 in North Hollywood. He also would like to spread the word that he is looking to speak at meetings in the San Fernando Valley a.s.a.p. to get the message out there to those who are still suffering.
