Sunday, May 30, 2010
“What’s my devastating weakness?”
Being unable to be honest is the devastating weakness. I’m looking at me with honesty for the first time… I have too much emotion. The weakness is that I’m attracted to emotional trauma. I cover up what’s going on inside of me, so when I see it in you it exposes me and I don’t want to see it.
When do I have a sense of isolation? What are the messages from my injured mind? Blame and self-justification… What’s my motive?
Look at the feelings that can be identified as my devastating weakness: remorse, guilt, bitterness, envy, hate, insecurity, panic, self-loathing. It’s not the situation. It’s the way I react to the situation.
I live by the virtue of knowing I love, not the circumstance of thinking that I have to…
For one week, see how much you blame others for your feelings or behavior.
Highlights from July 13, 2008
